"My heart is so proud, my mind is so unfocused I see the things You do through me as great things I have done And now You gently break me, then lovingly You take me And hold me as my Father and mould me as my Maker.." I was just listening to the lyrics of "Grace" by Laura Story, and it prompted me to talk with God about the things He's been teaching me the past few months. Here it is :) Dad, What could you be doing in my life right now apart from teaching me to not find my worth in success - academic, career and financial success? When better to teach me than at the start of my career? But this success addict is finding it so hard to let go of what has given me a sense of worth so much of my life. I never realised how much importance I placed on it until it became nearly impossible for me to succeed and the possibility of failure is becoming so real. I thought You abandoned me and so I got really angry at You and stopped doing what my renewed hear...