Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness . And let steadfastness have its full effect , that you may be perfect and complete , lacking in nothing. James 1:2 The "all" catches my eye. Not be "kinda joyful", not consider it all pain or all sorrow or all dread, but "all joy". Why such a hard command, Dad? Yet I know while I can't even find a shred of joy in this situation, Your Spirit in me will help me and enable me. When you face "various kinds" of trials, not just the less mortifying stuff or the more short term stuff, but a nice wide array of them. Why? Because the process we go through during these trials tests our faith. By the way, I got an "E" on that faith test. I've learnt that I'm one great doubter which has made me unstable in all I do. Yeah, and these trials have shown me that I w...