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A few things going on in my head right now..

Why is it so hard to find an apartment that allows dogs?
Why are my friends of friends who are also hunting for a flat only GUYS - it can't just me and two guys.. where are the girls looking for a flat?

One thing I'm relieved about is that my internship only starts on April 1st so I have some time before going up.

I am going to aim to bring and accumulate the bare minimum of what I need!

I have been so distracted these past three weeks (with youtube). I have been so undisciplined and I've hardly been doing any work at all (bad Abby). My supervisor is probably jumping up and down wondering why I haven't called a supervisor's meeting. :(

Finally managed to do some work today. I am so so thankful to God. Thank you so much God. Please forgive me and help me! I know I'm not living a life worthy of the Gospel and I really need You to teach me to count my days. :( Was sharing this with a friend the other day, it was so embarrassing and so uncomfortable, but sin has a way of wrapping its tentacles around you more tightly when we keep it in the dark. That's why we are called to walk in the light where even our dark and embarrassing deeds are exposed before God and believers we can trust, but after that, God calls us to repent and walk as children of light.

I think these are verses I need to pray through and ask God to work in me so that my heart might respond to it, my mind renewed by it and life conform to it.

"If we say that we have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth; but if we walk in the Light as He Himself is in the Light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus His Son cleanses us from all sin.

If we say that we have no sin, we are deceiving ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

If we say that we have not sinned, we make Him a liar and His word is not in us." 1 John 1:6-10

"By this we know that we have come to know Him, if we keep His commandments.

The one who says, "I have come to know Him," and does not keep His commandments, is a liar, and the truth is not in him;

but whoever keeps His word, in him the love of God has truly been perfected.

By this we know that we are in Him: the one who says he abides in Him ought himself to walk in the same manner as He walked." 1 John 2:3-6

"Do you not know that those who run in a race all run, but only one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may win.

Everyone who competes in the games exercises self-control in all things. They then do it to receive a perishable wreath, but we an imperishable.

Therefore I run in such a way, as not without aim; box in such a way, as not beating the air; but I discipline my body and make it my slave, so that, after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified." 1 Corinthians 9:24-27

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